Many times l ponder in my heart with the option of ending it. But now l realise that life is more than that. I always comprise my heart believing that it can never be done or over. Having experience light from the word of knowledge (the bible) this gave me the idea that illumination has set in.

I completely realise that when l was a child, I behave like a child and when l have grown up l behave no more like a child – The biblical reference 1 Cor. 13:11 – (When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child; when I became a man, I did away with childish things). We need to grow up in all areas of lives both physical and mental. You should get yourself involved in facing those challenges because the more you overcome the more you grow in wisdom, knowledge and understanding. Your mental capability can determine the level of your attainment to curtail the level of mental damage, determine and finalising issue to the state of rest and satisfactory.

You need to grow this is the bottom line. Whenever human suffers both physical and mental retardation towards things, this can cause damage to our lives. Things stops working and the ladder to success can be shifted to someone else. Time wait for no one, GROW UP.


The incompetence of man has nothing to do with how he’s born? where he came from? but nature proves that your real self is in you. Your real self is

your shadow. Shadow is not a thing you can do away it or avoid. It is born with you and accepted either with or without will. No one has not been seen disengaged from it’s shadow.

The greatness of a man is in their stories. Whatever you become in life is at the result of your personal effort. Always put in your best at all time, Just like an adage that says “Rome wasn’t built in a day” No matter amount of rigours or challenges you go through in life, always believe in yourself. Believe that you can do it and with a notion that I can make it. Despite personal religious believes, believing in oneself is the key to feasible success. But no matter what, we can’t do things outside the maker.

Philippians 4:13 (NKJV)

13 I can do all things through [a]Christ who strengthens me.

The spiritual believe crown it all, as efforts play major role to achieve meaningful success that is classified as good success. As we sees shadow time without numbers, it is not an ordinary imaginary as people sees it; but it is the real you inside of you make you a pathfinder, trail blazer in the world of success.



I never realised that I have travelled thousands of miles within a year not until l was about doing vehicle inspection of my car at end of the year. It now done on me that going to work (office), doing my shopping, attending family engagement and social functions invariably lots of miles already covered.

I have hundred miles to cover during family holiday trip to Zoological garden then l realise I have 4 miles to conclude our journey. I asked myself a question. How have I been able to scale through hurdles of the day every time? or Challenges in the family? And other things in life? Then a clear thought came to my mind that “HE’S WITH ME ALWAYS”. I remembered vividly that several people who had shared with me about “Guardian angels” “Strange man appears talking to them in their dream” that watches over them. A word of God came instantaneously to my mind from God’s word that “IT IS ONLY THOSE THAT GOD KEPT ARE FREE FROM EVIL”

Psalm 127:1 King James Version (KJV)

127 Except the Lord build the house, they labour in vain that build it: except the Lord keep the city, the watchman waketh but in vain.

Then I know somebody love and care for me for all that l do even when am wrong. He uses His love correcting all my errors and did.

Definitely, I’ve been selfish to myself and to Him. Thinking l owns my life at times, whatever l do with it is up to me. This is a wrong notion that many have kept for so long. The word “HE’S WITH ME ALWAYS” now ring bell in my heart that it’s true not an illusion because someone is responsible for my safety, living, doing things, enjoying and so on. The word of Revelation 3:20 confirms the illumination of my day quote: “HE’S WITH ME ALWAYS”

Revelation 3:20 New King James Version (NKJV)

20 Behold, I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in to him and dine with him, and he with Me.

I just felt newly that we’re not alone all this while God is with us. No matter what, lets keep trusting Him. He’s able to do exceedingly beyond our human concepts.