Many times l ponder in my heart with the option of ending it. But now l realise that life is more than that. I always comprise my heart believing that it can never be done or over. Having experience light from the word of knowledge (the bible) this gave me the idea that illumination has set in.

I completely realise that when l was a child, I behave like a child and when l have grown up l behave no more like a child – The biblical reference 1 Cor. 13:11 – (When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child; when I became a man, I did away with childish things). We need to grow up in all areas of lives both physical and mental. You should get yourself involved in facing those challenges because the more you overcome the more you grow in wisdom, knowledge and understanding. Your mental capability can determine the level of your attainment to curtail the level of mental damage, determine and finalising issue to the state of rest and satisfactory.

You need to grow this is the bottom line. Whenever human suffers both physical and mental retardation towards things, this can cause damage to our lives. Things stops working and the ladder to success can be shifted to someone else. Time wait for no one, GROW UP.